Archive for March, 2010

How To Not Get Old

Tuesday, March 30th, 2010

I’m not sure Emma quite understands the concept of getting old, but here’s what she has to say on how not to get old, or die.

“When you get old, you die. But you have to take medicine so you’re not old. That’s the only way. You’ll have to take medicine when you’re old so you don’t die. And then you won’t be old either.”

Tell me about the medicine.

“You have to have a fruit kind. And you have to drink it. You can get it at Wal-Mart. When you drink it, then you have  to stop drinking it when you don’t feel old then. You have to try to drink medicine really fast before you die when you’re old.”

How much does it cost? How does it work?

“Probably like three dollars. You have to get just a teeny bit and pour the medicine in and then you drink it.”

So how come people still die?

“They die because they have other things that the medicine doesn’t work on. Like some people are already died when they try to get up. And they’re somewhere else so they can’t get up and get their medicine. When they try to get up, their bodies pump back down.”

Is there anything else we should be doing?

“You should go to the doctor. And lay down on the bed. Go like 3 or 4 times. Try to not be so sick and try and not get sick when you’re old.”

And finally, what do you think about the new healthcare bill?

“That’s pretty funny!”

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Numbers In My Face

Monday, March 15th, 2010

Around town there is currently a health challenge underway. Spurred by the popularity of The Biggest Loser, teams from businesses all around town were created and are competing to lose the most and earn $1000 (although I did the math and there are like 70+ teams who all put in $40 I think . . . so where does the rest of the money go??). Of course, it’s  not all about money, it’s about living a healthier lifestyle, and this is just a motivator to get started.

I know a number of people involved in the challenge, and they all have their methods (some working better than others), but one conversation I just keep hearing is about counting calories. On top of that, I was actually playing The Biggest Loser Wii game, and it has a spot to input your daily calorie intake. It also suggests how much you should be consuming.

In my desire to get more fit I thought I’d give the calorie counting a try; after all, it has been working for those using that method. How hard could it be? Breakfast was fairly easy; I pretty much always eat a bowl of cereal with milk, and I could easily measure how much to eat according to the serving size. And for the rest of my day I found a website that has a list of common foods and their calories, so I would just look up whatever I ate and input it.

I lasted for about 2 1/2 days. Then I cracked. I found myself hating myself for every little thing I ate; and being the perfectionist that I am, I was also pretty sure that some of the foods I entered were inaccurate due to my not really knowing how many ounces I ate, or not being able to find exactly what I ate. And what about things like homemade bread? I had some Amish Friendship bread that I had mixed with whole wheat flour and pumpkin, and—no surprise—it wasn’t on the list.

And the more I saw how many calories I was eating, the more I wanted to eat. I know, that doesn’t really make sense. But it sort of angered/depressed me at how much I was consuming, and as I am a stress eater, I just binged on more. And when I tried exercising control and limiting what I was eating, I was simply ravenous! My stomach would be grumbling and eating was ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT.

This made me cranky. Feeling hungry and angry at what I felt I couldn’t  eat left me very snappy. And I don’t want to be like that. I think for my perfectionist personality counting calories is not the way to go. I get too obsessive and eating is no longer a good experience; eating should be a good experience. I like food. I love cooking new things. And I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that.

Calories aside, moderation is still a wise decision. But I know how much I eat. And I know when I’m eating something unhealthy. And once I gave up the counting, I found I could cut back without knowing exactly the value of what I was cutting back. But I know throwing away the rest of that birthday cake that I was still working on was a good idea. I wasn’t angry anymore at the idea of not eating something. I will continue to make some wise eating decisions, and some foolish ones, but without thinking about all those numbers. And when I eat those Girl Scout cookies in my pantry I’ll be ok with it; might just add a few more jumping jacks to my day.

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Encourage-me Sunday!

Sunday, March 14th, 2010

This week I’ll be short and sweet (and late—oops!). I’m proud that I managed to exercise every day this last week. I got to the point where I decided I either have to choose to do it or not, and I’ve been choosing to do it and actually following through. And I’m finding it both enjoyable and addicting. So . . . yea, me!

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Anger Works!

Friday, March 12th, 2010

I’ve written before on my compulsive-perfectionist tendencies, and with those, comes a lot of anger when things don’t go as I planned, or as I think they should. It’s a bit ridiculous, but when I have a set order-of-operations that gets destroyed, I kind of snap. Even though I don’t like to admit it, it’s clear to me who Emma gets her attitude from when she goes into a tailspin instantly upon learning of a tiny change in the way she was expecting her day to go.

I’ve gotten a little better with some things. I usually have an idea in my head for how my day will go, and let’s say I have it in my mind that we will have dinner, watch a movie, put the kids to bed, and then read before going to bed around 11. Then a friend calls and says, “Hey, you wanna come grill out and play games?” My mind implodes a little. I desperately want to stick to the plan. It’s all perfect in my mind. But I like my friends, too. Used to be I would either stick to my plan and decline the socializing, or I would go but be incredibly stressed about the whole ordeal.

I know it’s ridiculous. And I’m improving. Once we moved to Texas and the opportunities to socialize lessened considerably, I found it easier to change plans on the fly for the sake of seeing other people. And I learned that just because I thawed hamburger to make tacos tonight doesn’t mean I can’t just make them tomorrow instead. I actually can. A bit freeing, actually.

But my temper is still present. And instead of being spread about in lots of changes to plans, it seems to bottle up and come to the surface for one particular change: unexpected shortened sleep period. By this I mean I get incredibly angry when my son wakes up earlier than he typically does, or naps for a shorter time than I know he needs (and I need!). I have plans for that nap time. I have certain things that I want to do that can only be best done without a whiny little thing crawling around my feet.

Earlier this week we had such an incident. It was partially caused by a fit-throwing 4-year-old who, for some reason, was staunchly opposed to going to the bathroom on her own, so I was already upset that she was being unreasonable, and then compounded on that was that her noise woke her brother after a very short nap. Mama was MAD. Instantly. Now, logically, I am well aware that my behavior is uncalled for and pretty immature. So this time I actually let logic lead the way a little. I still felt angry, but I chose to sweetly pick up my son and hug him, and then I plopped him on the floor in Emma’s room and told her to play with him. I then shut the door and left.

No yelling. No screaming. But I was still angry.

Knowing I needed to do something, and that taking it out on my kids was uncalled for, I took it out on my toilet. And sink. And bathtub. It needed a cleaning anyway, and I got it done in record time. By the time I finished cleaning the bathroom, I had expended all my anger energy, and was even in a better mood, as my bathroom was all nice and sparkly clean. And the kids were still happily playing together.

So, anger works! It works a whole lot harder than obligation or guilt, too. Now, I’m not saying you should just relish in constant anger so you can clean more efficiently, but everyone gets angry sometimes. And I found that cleaning is an awesome way to use that. So next time you’re angry—especially over something you can’t control—instead of yelling, or seething, consider cleaning.

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Everyone’s Friend

Thursday, March 11th, 2010

Bar Keepers Friend Powder 21 oz.

Bar Keepers Friend is my friend, and should be yours, too. This stuff is absolutely amazing, and I am extremely thankful for it. Last year I finally had the money to splurge on new pots and pans and I got a nice tri-ply aluminum and stainless steel set that has been so nice to cook with.

Until the day I burned the rice.

I completely forgot about it. All the water cooked right out, and I was finally made aware by the awful smell coming from my kitchen. It was bad. But almost artistic, too. I took a picture, which of course I can no longer find. Imagine a shiny silver pot covered in jet black rice-shaped marks. At first I really wasn’t concerned. I set the pot in the sink and put hot water in it to soak.

It soaked, and then I scrubbed. And then I soaked again, and scrubbed again. Pretty sure that pot sat in my sink for at least a month, and every time I washed dishes I scrubbed it some more, but nothing I did made even a tiny dent. I had about given up on my beautiful pot until I remembered Bar Keepers Friend. I bought some. I used some, and I agree with their motto: “Once tried, Always Used.” The pot is beautiful again.

I had a similar problem just tonight, but to a lesser extent. My skillet had just gotten a bit grimy from burned-on oil and I had been scrubbing for a while when I thought to pull out my friend. In less than 3 minutes, my skillet looked like new:

Blinded by the shine!

So I am thankful for everyone’s favorite cleaner. It makes me happy. And in reading its history, I was surprised to learn that it originated in 1882 when a chemist discovered how shiny his pot was after cooking rhubarb—and he went on to formulate the cleanser from the plant! Kinda crazy; really cool.

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Hash Browns: Take 2

Monday, March 8th, 2010

After all the helpful comments from my first attempt at hash browns, I really wanted to try again. So, following most suggestions (I didn’t buy a bag of hash browns and cheat, and I wasn’t able to find a cheap food processor yet), here is my journey yet again, from beginning to end (sorry some of these pictures stink; I didn’t notice how bad they were till they were on the computer).

The beginning:

The chosen potato

And this time I peeled it

Next I shredded it into cold water

I will now note how things started to go wrong, as they always do. If you look closely at the peeled potato, you may notice some discoloration. That is because the entire center of this particular potato was bad. There was a big brown tunnel that I had to chop and shred around, which made the shredding even more difficult. But it was also clear this potato needed to be used.

Next I salted and drained in the sink

I let them drain for at least ten minutes, but I was awfully hungry, so I also squeezed them with paper towels again. I then got out my skillet and tried not to overdo the oil this time.

Cooking the hash browns

I also put a little butter on the top side.

Flipped, and finished

They still started to burn a little (I think I get too impatient and turn the heat up), but instead of drowning them in oil I just stirred them up, which of course is not the ideal way to cook them. Anyway, they were not greasy this time, but I think I should have cooked them a little longer. The center wasn’t quite done and the outsides could have been crispier. Still, a definite improvement! And I am no longer scared to make them. They are a bit more time consuming than just microwaving a baked potato, but I think they will be a welcome addition to our home menu.

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Encourage-me Sunday!

Sunday, March 7th, 2010

The whole point of Sunday posts is to remember a good thing that happened in the week, which can be especially hard to do when it seems like the bad has outweighed any bit of good I may have accomplished. I’m feeling that way now. III is having some terrible sickness/possibly teething issues that are keeping him from sleeping well or being happy, and I am have an especially hard time thinking about encouragement when all I really want to do is scream and hire a nanny.

So I am also glad that I have started this, because I NEED this. I need to remember that good things happen, and even when they’re small in form, they’re still achievements. Doesn’t it take ten positive comments to balance out one negative one? Well, I’m trying for the positive here.

You may think it’s silly, but Thursday morning of this last week I got up before my children. And I’m proud of myself for doing that. I only beat III by about 60 seconds, as I’m pretty sure my leaving the room woke him up, but I chose to get up. I was not dragged from my state of blissful sleeping by angry screams or little whines; I did have an alarm set (my phone on vibrate under my pillow), but I chose to actually get up rather than ignore it. And I felt good. I was in a better mood that morning, even though I was just as tired as usual.

Now it’s your turn. Link up with a post on something you’re proud to have accomplished this week, or just leave a comment. And remember, the little things count, too!

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Birthday Tea Party: Teapot Cake

Friday, March 5th, 2010

Once Emma decided on a tea party theme for her birthday, I found I was slightly overwhelmed with information and ideas on the internet, but that on follow-through, many of them were pre-packaged kits that were just plates shaped like tea pots, or there just wasn’t enough detail for me. So I’m creating a three-part series filled with information on our party, in hopes that I can be useful for someone else looking to host a tea party. First, I thought I’d go over the steps of creating a tea pot-shaped birthday cake, and then I will go over The Plan, and then The Budget.

First of all, in making a cake for a tea party, I went through several ideas. The traditional petit fours would be an excellent choice (especially if not specifically for a birthday), and I also considered a regular 9×13 cake decorated with a miniature tea set on top, but I let Emma choose, and she wanted a cake shaped like a tea pot (and I’m always up for a challenge!). So this is how I went about creating my tea pot.

In order to save time and money, I bought two boxes of cake mix (strawberry and rainbow chip). The idea was to bake each in a bowl, in order to create the two halves to the circular teapot. I used the largest glass bowl that I have, but if you have a budget that allows it, you can also buy a mold in the shape of a ball, such as the one Wilton sells.

I baked my first cake, and it rose quite a bit, but the top got awfully browned, while the very center remained a little gooey. This was also the cake with pudding in the mix, though, so that may have impacted how it cooked. When cooking the strawberry, I poured some into a small bowl to create the lid shape, and I think having a little less batter in the large bowl also helped it cook better. It did not burn on top, and cooked all the way through. As you can see in the picture, even with less batter, the strawberry cake rose more than the rainbow one (and the rainbow one felt much denser).

Next, I cut off the top portion of the cakes and set the rainbow half on bottom (since it was so much heavier).

Bottom half of cake

Top half of cake and teapot "inspiration" (as well as cake scraps!)

Technically, Lloyd did all the cutting, and I was mixing up some buttercream frosting and tinting it to try to get a hot pink. I settled on bright pink, purple, and green (not yet tinted in this picture!).

Buttercream frosting

Next, I slathered a layer of frosting on the rainbow half of the cake, and then stuck the strawberry half on top. Then I covered the whole thing in pink frosting.

As I let the cake sit in order for the frosting to set up a bit, I tried tinting my marzipan for my handle and spout. I quickly gave up that pursuit, deciding it would be better just covered in frosting, and began forming the marzipan into the shapes for a handle, spout, and top knob. I then inserted toothpicks in the ends for connecting the pieces to the cake. *Note* I would not recommend using marzipan. It was much too soft. I think fondant must be the better choice, but I just love marzipan, so I wanted to make it work. It molded quite well, but I was afraid the pieces would be too soft and collapse so I froze them.

Marzipan spout, handle, and top knob

Next, I went back to my cake and attempted a technique I had watched here, but it didn’t work as well for me. To make her frosting look all smooth, she patted the cake with paper towels. And while my frosting did get a little smoother, it was left with little indentation marks from my paper towels, so maybe her paper towels were different, or perhaps her frosting was a little different. I’m thinking I may have just had a little too much milk so my frosting was softer and didn’t quite crust up as anticipated (I had made a smaller test batch earlier and it did crust and get shiny, so I definitely think the frosting itself was part of the problem). I then added my top piece of cake and frosted it as well.

Smoother frosting and top piece

After that, I got to move on to the decorating part, which will obviously be different for everyone. I don’t have fancy equipment to make flowers or cool designs; I just scooped my frosting into a Ziploc bag and cut off a corner, so I had to keep things simple.

The classic wording

And some polka dots and squiggles for the lid

I then stuck the cake in the fridge overnight and got out my marzipan pieces in the morning. As usual, I was running behind, so I quickly stuck the pieces on, roughly frosted them, and took a picture. Obviously, with more time,  I would have smoothed the frosting on the marzipan pieces as well. They were quite heavy, but they still stuck in the cake. Unfortunately, it only took about ten minutes for them to unfreeze and get droopy, and then they sort of slid off, which is why I would not recommend marzipan. Fortunately, Emma is only 4, and it really didn’t bother her.

The finished teapot cake!

It was very delicious, and I thought it was fun to make, even with a few things being less-than-perfect. My cake-baking days are not over yet! I’m thinking some cake decorating classes would be fun to take, too.

Stay tuned for more on Tea Party Birthdays…

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The Deliciously Aggravating Tiramisu

Thursday, March 4th, 2010

The February 2010 Daring Bakers’ challenge was hosted by Aparna of My Diverse Kitchen and Deeba of Passionate About Baking. They chose Tiramisu as the challenge for the month. Their challenge recipe is based on recipes from The Washington Post, Cordon Bleu at Home and Baking Obsession.

Here is a taste of my tiramisu experience. I wish I didn’t require sleep and I could finish all the things I want to, but for now, I am sharing my pictures and going to bed. I will update this post later with all the *exciting* details of my journey. (I will also include the recipe, as it’s a simple copy-and-paste procedure!)

Ok. Here goes! The first step to this challenge was making one’s own mascarpone cheese. (As a side note here, for some reason I had it in my head that it was marscapone cheese, not mascarpone, and now I’m having trouble saying it correctly!) Now, everyone who had previously done this and blogged about it raved about how simple and awesome it was. Well, maybe not everyone. I guess I did read quite a few that had issues like myself. But I thought I had learned from their mistakes.

Here I am, happily heating my cream in my metal bowl, over my pan of water. I was really excited that I had a thermometer, too, so I didn’t have to guess on 190°. I was, of course, making this a little after 11 at night, once the kids were in bed, and I told Lloyd to wait up for me as this would take maybe 45 minutes, tops. I kept my heat on a delicate setting, per the instructions, and I heated for 15 minutes, then another 15 minutes, and another. Gradually I upped my heat, and I became extremely agitated at the darn bowl of cream. For a while my temperature stayed at 180° and I was seriously concerned that it was starting to curdle anyway. So I jerked the heat up and voilà! I hit the long-desired 190° and added my lemon juice.

So then I heated a little longer, and I’m assuming this is what it was supposed to look like when curdled:

I then let it cool and poured it into my cheesecloth-lined bowl. By this time I was the only one awake, so I putzed around for a bit and then went to bed myself, utterly disappointed and a little upset.

Hmm. Just realized I neglected to include my ladyfinger-making, which happened a few days before the cheese-making. So let me back-track a little. I made my ladyfingers early, since they’re ok to sit for a while before using them. First, my fluffy egg whites:

Next, I folded everything all together. The cookies really didn’t seem like they were that difficult. My batter seemed pretty airy to me. It made weird sounds while mixing, which is what I mainly remember. Don’t quite know how to describe it, other than just airy.

So I poured it all into a Ziploc bag and squeezed it out into my shapes. My thought was to create two single, round servings, and then a loaf pan batch as well. Here it is ready to be baked:

It wasn’t until I was sugaring the cookies that I wondered if I had done something wrong. There was A LOT of powdered sugar to be used. And the recipe was intended to make at least 36 ladyfingers, and while my count would be a little off due to the round ones, I still feel like I did not have as much as I was supposed to. (I did try to shake the sugar off, but the batter started sliding off more than the sugar wanted to move, so I just left all the excess on.)

And the finished product (which tasted just fine):

Honestly, I’m not sure what they are supposed to taste like; I’ve never eaten ladyfingers, but I think mine may have been a little more sponge-y than they are supposed to be. It was also odd that all the cookies on one tray had a top, crispy sugar layer that completely crumbled, while the other tray’s cookies stayed intact. I wasn’t too concerned, though, as they were going to be dipped in espresso. At this point in the process I was still positive about the challenge.

Now let’s move on to the zabaglione. I was trying to be positive when beginning. But I was also planning for things to not work out. So much so, that I didn’t even take any pictures of the process! It pretty much looked the same as the cheese, but brown because of the coffee. And it did take longer than 8 minutes to heat. And I never felt like it reached a “thick custard” stage, but I was tired and angry so I set a time limit on its cooking and called it good.

In the final stretch was the pastry cream. Here is everything right before the milk was added:

For once, something went right. The only thing I would suggest is to continue to whisk it. I used a spoon for about a minute, and it started to build up on the bottom of the pan, but when I switched back to constantly whisking, it remained nice and smooth.

And so I breathed a happy sigh of relief at the lovely pastry cream:

Well, all that was left after that was whipped cream. No problem, right? After all, I’ve made that more times than I can remember! So, while working on creating Emma’s awesome birthday cake, I thought I’d also make my whipped cream and be done with all my baking so I could enjoy my family for the weekend.

I guess this was just not my lucky challenge. I whipped. And I whipped and I whipped. And then Lloyd whipped for a while. And then, suddenly, he says hesitantly, “Umm. Is it supposed to look like this?” (Note that he had also been brewing espresso for me in 1/2 cup increments, so I was feeling committed to finishing this tiramisu that night.)

No, it is not supposed to look like that. What the @*%#! happened? Butter. Or would be had I kept going. For your reference, sometimes overbeating and cream getting too warm equals butter. It was pretty warm in the kitchen with the constant espresso brewing, and we had been whipping for like 45 minutes, but this was still something that had never happened to me before.

Fortunately, I had one more cup of cream left, and despite the fact that it was now 2 in the morning, I was determined to finish. I stuck my bowl, beaters, and cream in the freezer for a good 15 minutes, and then tried again. Unbelievably, this batch also refused to turn into whipped cream. What gives?! By 3, we quit. I dumped my beaten-up, but not whipped, cream, and passed out. I still don’t know what happened. My only hypothesis is that I was using this cream that was not ultra-pasteurized and from some nearby farm in Nebraska, so maybe that had some affect. Also, how do you tell how much fat is in the cream? The recipe kept talking about 25% or 36%, and in all the stores I went to, I saw no markings. Is this just the nutritional info?

Anyway, let’s hurry this along, eh? Here’s the chilled mascarpone. Certainly more solid than the kind I’ve used before, so that’s probably my bad, but it still smushed up just fine.

Here is my cheese, zabaglione, and pastry cream, ready to be mixed. It all seemed like such small amounts. When I cooked the zabaglione, it appeared to decrease in volume by about half.

It all mixed together all right, though:

And here is my new (3rd!) batch of whipped cream. This time it’s the nice, cheap, ultra-pasteurized cream—and it even whipped up with only a whisk! Below that is my bowl of sugared espresso (this was the only part of the recipe where there was WAY too much; maybe I should have let my ladyfingers soak up more, though).

Dipped the ladyfingers and made my first layer:

It really doesn’t look as awesome from the side as I hoped it would, but here is the loaf pan, which I only just barely had enough cookies for:

And here are the two single servings:

The espresso mixture with ladyfinger crumbs (I just thought the reflection in it was cool):

After chillin’:

Out of the mold:

And onto the plate:

I wasn’t able to let the loaf pan batch chill for very long, so it was a bit runny, but the other two had a good day to form up, and they kept their shape much better:

So that’s it! It was delicious, but I’m not sure it was worth all the stress and aggravation. It was a busy weekend to be making it, though, so that may have contributed. I would certainly like to try to make the ladyfingers again; we’ll see about the rest. I won’t be trying it any time soon—of that, I am quite certain.

Here’s the recipe:

TIRAMISU

(Recipe source: Carminantonio’s Tiramisu from The Washington Post, July 11 2007 )
This recipe makes 6 servings

Ingredients:
For the zabaglione:
2 large egg yolks
3 tablespoons sugar/50gms
1/4 cup/60ml Marsala wine (or port or coffee)
1/4 teaspoon/ 1.25ml vanilla extract
1/2 teaspoon finely grated lemon zest

For the vanilla pastry cream:
1/4 cup/55gms sugar
1 tablespoon/8gms all purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon finely grated lemon zest
1/2 teaspoon/ 2.5ml vanilla extract
1 large egg yolk
3/4 cup/175ml whole milk

For the whipped cream:
1 cup/235ml chilled heavy cream (we used 25%)
1/4 cup/55gms sugar
1/2 teaspoon/ 2.5ml vanilla extract

To assemble the tiramisu:
2 cups/470ml brewed espresso, warmed
1 teaspoon/5ml rum extract (optional)
1/2 cup/110gms sugar
1/3 cup/75gms mascarpone cheese
36 savoiardi/ ladyfinger biscuits (you may use less)
2 tablespoons/30gms unsweetened cocoa powder

Method:
For the zabaglione:
Heat water in a double boiler. If you don’t have a double boiler, place a pot with about an inch of water in it on the stove. Place a heat-proof bowl in the pot making sure the bottom does not touch the water.
In a large mixing bowl (or stainless steel mixing bowl), mix together the egg yolks, sugar, the Marsala (or espresso/ coffee), vanilla extract and lemon zest. Whisk together until the yolks are fully blended and the mixture looks smooth.
Transfer the mixture to the top of a double boiler or place your bowl over the pan/ pot with simmering water. Cook the egg mixture over low heat, stirring constantly, for about 8 minutes or until it resembles thick custard. It may bubble a bit as it reaches that consistency.
Let cool to room temperature and transfer the zabaglione to a bowl. Cover and refrigerate at least 4 hours or overnight, until thoroughly chilled.

For the pastry cream:
Mix together the sugar, flour, lemon zest and vanilla extract in a medium heavy-bottomed saucepan. To this add the egg yolk and half the milk. Whisk until smooth.
Now place the saucepan over low heat and cook, stirring constantly to prevent the mixture from curdling.
Add the remaining milk a little at a time, still stirring constantly. After about 12 minutes the mixture will be thick, free of lumps and beginning to bubble. (If you have a few lumps, don’t worry. You can push the cream through a fine-mesh strainer.)
Transfer the pastry cream to a bowl and cool to room temperature. Cover with plastic film and refrigerate at least 4 hours or overnight, until thoroughly chilled.

For the whipped cream:
Combine the cream, sugar and vanilla extract in a mixing bowl. Beat with an electric hand mixer or immersion blender until the mixture holds stiff peaks. Set aside.

To assemble the tiramisu:
Have ready a rectangular serving dish (about 8″ by 8″ should do) or one of your choice.
Mix together the warm espresso, rum extract and sugar in a shallow dish, whisking to mix well. Set aside to cool.
In a large bowl, beat the mascarpone cheese with a spoon to break down the lumps and make it smooth. This will make it easier to fold. Add the prepared and chilled zabaglione and pastry cream, blending until just combined. Gently fold in the whipped cream. Set this cream mixture aside.

Now to start assembling the tiramisu.
Workings quickly, dip 12 of the ladyfingers in the sweetened espresso, about 1 second per side. They should be moist but not soggy. Immediately transfer each ladyfinger to the platter, placing them side by side in a single row. You may break a lady finger into two, if necessary, to ensure the base of your dish is completely covered.
Spoon one-third of the cream mixture on top of the ladyfingers, then use a rubber spatula or spreading knife to cover the top evenly, all the way to the edges.
Repeat to create 2 more layers, using 12 ladyfingers and the cream mixture for each layer. Clean any spilled cream mixture; cover carefully with plastic wrap and refrigerate the tiramisu overnight.
To serve, carefully remove the plastic wrap and sprinkle the tiramisu with cocoa powder using a fine-mesh strainer or decorate as you please. Cut into individual portions and serve.

MASCARPONE CHEESE

(Source: Vera’s Recipe for Homemade Mascarpone Cheese)
This recipe makes 12oz/ 340gm of mascarpone cheese

Ingredients:
474ml (approx. 500ml)/ 2 cups whipping (36 %) pasteurized (not ultra-pasteurized), preferably organic cream (between 25% to 36% cream will do)
1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice

Method:

Bring 1 inch of water to a boil in a wide skillet. Reduce the heat to medium-low so the water is barely simmering. Pour the cream into a medium heat-resistant bowl, then place the bowl into the skillet. Heat the cream, stirring often, to 190 F. If you do not have a thermometer, wait until small bubbles keep trying to push up to the surface.
It will take about 15 minutes of delicate heating. Add the lemon juice and continue heating the mixture, stirring gently, until the cream curdles. Do not expect the same action as you see during ricotta cheese making. All that the whipping cream will do is become thicker, like a well-done crème anglaise. It will cover a back of your wooden spoon thickly. You will see just a few clear whey streaks when you stir. Remove the bowl from the water and let cool for about 20 minutes. Meanwhile, line a sieve with four layers of dampened cheesecloth and set it over a bowl. Transfer the mixture into the lined sieve. Do not squeeze the cheese in the cheesecloth or press on its surface (be patient, it will firm up after refrigeration time). Once cooled completely, cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate (in the sieve) overnight or up to 24 hours.
Vera’s notes: The first time I made mascarpone I had all doubts if it’d been cooked enough, because of its custard-like texture. Have no fear, it will firm up beautifully in the fridge, and will yet remain lusciously creamy.
Keep refrigerated and use within 3 to 4 days.

LADYFINGERS/ SAVOIARDI BISCUITS
(Source: Recipe from Cordon Bleu At Home)
This recipe makes approximately 24 big ladyfingers or 45 small (2 1/2″ to 3″ long) ladyfingers.

Ingredients:
3 eggs, separated
6 tablespoons /75gms granulated sugar
3/4 cup/95gms cake flour, sifted (or 3/4 cup all purpose flour + 2 tbsp corn starch)
6 tablespoons /50gms confectioner’s sugar,

Method:

Preheat your oven to 350 F (175 C) degrees, then lightly brush 2 baking sheets with oil or softened butter and line with parchment paper.
Beat the egg whites using a hand held electric mixer until stiff peaks form. Gradually add granulate sugar and continue beating until the egg whites become stiff again, glossy and smooth.
In a small bowl, beat the egg yolks lightly with a fork and fold them into the meringue, using a wooden spoon. Sift the flour over this mixture and fold gently until just mixed. It is important to fold very gently and not overdo the folding. Otherwise the batter would deflate and lose volume resulting in ladyfingers which are flat and not spongy.
Fit a pastry bag with a plain tip (or just snip the end off; you could also use a Ziploc bag) and fill with the batter. Pipe the batter into 5″ long and 3/4″ wide strips leaving about 1″ space in between the strips.
Sprinkle half the confectioner’s sugar over the ladyfingers and wait for 5 minutes. The sugar will pearl or look wet and glisten. Now sprinkle the remaining sugar. This helps to give the ladyfingers their characteristic crispness.
Hold the parchment paper in place with your thumb and lift one side of the baking sheet and gently tap it on the work surface to remove excess sprinkled sugar.
Bake the ladyfingers for 10 minutes, then rotate the sheets and bake for another 5 minutes or so until the puff up, turn lightly golden brown and are still soft.
Allow them to cool slightly on the sheets for about 5 minutes and then remove the ladyfingers from the baking sheet with a metal spatula while still hot, and cool on a rack.
Store them in an airtight container till required. They should keep for 2 to 3 weeks.

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